That part is the one that enjoys seeing our children every day and sharing in their lives everyday. I would miss that.
I would miss see my beautiful husbands smile.
I would miss winter,, yup, can't believe I said that because I loath winter.. but when it suddenly would be taken from me... I know I would miss it.
I would miss seeing my future grandchildren and playing with them.
I would miss my friends and customers. I would miss my pets.
I know I would not be around to miss any of these, but it is the unknown that I would miss.
Therefore, I am glad that I am alive to enjoy it all. To know there is no near future expire date on me that I know of anyway. We all have an expiry date and I actually had one 5 yrs ago when I was first diagnosed. I faced all of this and I felt ready because I did not have a choice at the time.
Now, I have that choice and if faced with it,, I am not ready to die.
I still have too much to do in my life. Too much sharing to be had. Too many laughs to be laughed. Too many hugs to be hugged.
I want to tell anyone facing death, that I totally admire them and learn from them. Learn to appreciate love and life on a daily basis.