Love when I have lapses of forgetting I have a tumour. Nothing against this site, or the facebook schwannoma site, but it's kinda nice when my life gets in the way of my tumour. :)
I have been so busy with work and tonight,, lol I started something totally agonizing. If you ever feel you want to punish your body in ways it has never been punished. Push your body to it's limits until you are numb and wobbly and want to puke, join Pilates. lololol
I joined because I don't like the way my body is developing into it's mid life look. I am not 47 this year, I am 3 yrs from 50. That is how I look at it. So I am stuck with this tumour but I sure as heck won't be stuck with this body! :) Can't do radiation to decrease my body size.. if it were only that simple!
The instructor was amazing, however, even after class, I am usually eager to get home anytime from anywhere. NOT tonight. I was cringing at the thought of having to open my car door and shut it, having to use my arms. Ohhhhh the pain!
As far as my tumour and sleep, it has got much better. What is keeping me awake lately is my boyfriends restless leg syndrome. Just as you think it's the LAST time his leg will bounce around under the covers... BOOM, there it goes again. Honestly want to punch him one. lol
Here's to 5 more weeks of Pilates!
:)
I have been so busy with work and tonight,, lol I started something totally agonizing. If you ever feel you want to punish your body in ways it has never been punished. Push your body to it's limits until you are numb and wobbly and want to puke, join Pilates. lololol
I joined because I don't like the way my body is developing into it's mid life look. I am not 47 this year, I am 3 yrs from 50. That is how I look at it. So I am stuck with this tumour but I sure as heck won't be stuck with this body! :) Can't do radiation to decrease my body size.. if it were only that simple!
The instructor was amazing, however, even after class, I am usually eager to get home anytime from anywhere. NOT tonight. I was cringing at the thought of having to open my car door and shut it, having to use my arms. Ohhhhh the pain!
As far as my tumour and sleep, it has got much better. What is keeping me awake lately is my boyfriends restless leg syndrome. Just as you think it's the LAST time his leg will bounce around under the covers... BOOM, there it goes again. Honestly want to punch him one. lol
Here's to 5 more weeks of Pilates!
:)
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