The closer June 10th comes, the more nervous I get. I can't wait to get this all over and find out what my little schwammy may be up to. I also am nervous to think it may not be shrinking at all or dying. In reality, I feel it is actually growing in size. I have very much discomfort, pain, throbbing ect in the area. 90% of my day has me feeling it and thinking about it. I'm impossible to figure out to many around me. Whan asked how I am, I usually reply "Oh great"... but my face does not say that.
I hope this is all in my head and only my apprehensiveness is making this more difficult for me.
Time will tell.......
I hope this is all in my head and only my apprehensiveness is making this more difficult for me.
Time will tell.......
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