2 days in a row I write on here, I'm feeling generous! :)

  So today, my nerves are totally acting up. Geezzz. Driving down to Niagara Falls and it is a 3 1/2 hour trip. I was alone in the car. Actually, go back to 3 am when I could not sleep and my throat felt it was closing up a bit when I was laying back down. It reacts in such a way that when I attempt to swallow saliva, it just doesnt work. No muscles work at all for a couple of tries. A bit... panicky feeling because there is nothing going in or out either. Anyway, back to this a.m. when I woke up and was getting ready to go to Niagara. Still had a weird feeling going on in my throat. Tightness and my head and skull doing that weird numb/tingley thing. My ear full and ringing, then muffled, on and off. Start my drive, and my throat starts closing up. Just enough to cause a bit of a laboured feeling when trying to breath. You could hear the air trying to get in. Enough to make my face, neck and chest red. This kept up for a good 3 hours. Made both my ears throb and muffle. Even thought of walking into a medical walk in clinic but really???? What would I say and how could they help me anyway. Just something I have to get used to.
I know many things, I have a wonderful family. My family is healthy. I am healthy otherwise :) God gave us the ingenious mind to develop wine out of grapes!!! For all these things, I am happy and grateful!!!! xo